No Words

Location: Home

Date/Time: June 30th 2011/7:30pm

Now Playing: Hereafter

So I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately and honestly, the only thing that comes to mind right now is how freaking tired I am. These getting up at 3am shifts used to be no problem but now that they’re happening all the time, well not so easy anymore. I am exhausted even typing this out.

Right now however, I’m loving just being with good friends that I can trust. I’ve stepped back from certain people because, I’ve had enough. On another note, going to HP 7 Part 2 at 12am showing. Excited to see the movie, sad doesn’t even cover how I feel about it being the last HP movie EVER!

Oh well, things have to come to an end at some point. But any who, gonna finish this movie and then get to bed. Night all!

Side Note or Reminder

Location: Home – Bedroom

Date/Time: June 24th 2011/7:31pm

Now Playing: The Way It Goes by The Click Five

I’m going to try and get another book review up here this weekend. I have lots of books that I can choose from. My focus really is getting another one done. I’m also going to do a movie review on Little Fockers. I just watched it!

Alright that’s it for this post!

Give up or Keep Pretending?

Location: Home – Bedroom

Date/Time: June 24th 2011/7:30pm

Now Playing: I Quit I Quit I Quit by The Click Five

Do you keep pretending something isn’t bothering you or do you give up and let it all out? I’ve been doing the pretending. Mostly because at the end of the day, it’s the best for everyone. But it’s not for me. I’m pissed and hurt and seeing them together bothers me more than I ever thought. Yes, I’m talking about Amber and Justin being together.

I thought I was over him, turns out I’m not. And yes, Amber is my friend and it was shitty of her to just jump into a relationship with Justin but I don’t know how long that so called “relationship” has been going on. I honestly think I was played and used as a distraction for the others for a LONG time. Pretty damn sad I know.

So do I consider them friends still? Do I just try to ignore it? At this point, I’m unsure of either option. I’m thinking a complete cut off is necessary. But then, maybe that’s the anger talking. I’m supposed to go see Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2 with them at midnight (this was decided long before they started dating). Tickets are bought but, being the third wheel doesn’t exactly appeal to me. But I figure I’m going for the movie, not to be with them so I’ll distract myself. I’ll be able to keep myself occupied. I’m good at that.

As for what will happen after that, well right now a cut off sounds like the best option. Lets see if I’m a real friend or not. I’m guessing it’s going to be the later of the two but then, I’d rather found out this way. Either way, my other friends don’t like Amber. Just because she threw me under the bus.

Oh and let me just add this for affect, AMBER ISN’T OVER JACOB! Yes she isn’t over a guy she had a thing for, for almost a year. And yet she dates Justin. God can you say crash and burn is coming? Oh and Amber and Justin are already exchanging “I Love You”s really? You haven’t been dating for more than two weeks. Good grief.

But that’s been on my chest for a while and I needed to get it off. I wasted a blog post but damn, sometimes a girl just has too!

Stupid People aka Customers

Location: Meijer store

Date/Time: 2:30pm

Now Playing: Entourage season 6

Working with the public usually means that I see the nice and normal people, the crazies and then the just annoyingly stupid people. Today was the day for stupid people. One lady in particular sticks out this day.

Okay so I was stocking items up in the deli and a lady was talking to another associate in HBC (health/beauty care). Anyway this lady came over to me to ask, “Where is the soy meat.” My reply was “I think it’s over in the cold case in produce, just on the other side of the potatoes.”

She in turns looks at me all pissed and says “Well that’s not very helpful and I’ve asked two people.” She walks away all mad. She then goes and finds my manager and complains.

Seriously? You refuse to go and look and then go and complain about it? Idiot. Completely insane. Definitely a “roll the eyes” moment. Luckily my manager was able to figure out she was the idiot and I didn’t get in any trouble.

This is why working with the public is just ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Recovered

Location: Living room chair at Home

Date/Time: June 16th 2011/5:30pm

Now Playing: WoodTV8 News

I have officially recovered not only from vacation but of having the flu. Yes, that’s right! I had the flu in the middle of June. Who would’ve thought? That’s what I get however when I get on a plane with a few people who were probably sick with it. The downside of being sick is that my pay check is going to be crap. Speaking of which, I need to go check that! haha

Anyways, did you hear about Vancouver riots? Wow pretty darn crazy for just a hockey game. Not that I don’t get that way after the Red Wings win or lose but this is bit much I think. Also, just found out a movie is gonna be made here in Michigan. The James Patterson “Alex Cross” series will be I guess starting it’s movie run. Hopefully it does well, I do enjoy that series.

Alright, time to get something to eat (I smell hashbrowns) and get some sleep. Work at 3am. Story of my summer.

Myrtle Beach, South Carolina

Location: Go Java in Grand Rapids, MI

Date/Time: June 13th 2011/9:30am

Now Playing: Don’t Let Me Go by The Click Five

Well everyone, I’m back! I was in Myrtle Beach, SC the past four days and honestly, best vacation I’ve taken in a long time. I was able to spend time with my Mom and Sister and see my Best Friend. Definitely a memorable trip.

The plane ride down was easy, except for the stupid lady who thought bringing her screaming kid back by us was a good idea. Other than that, I have no complaints with Alligiant Air. Thursday (our 1st day there) we did lots of shopping and just walked around to get a feel for the town.

Friday we went to a place called Myrtle Waves and it’s the biggest Water Park in South Carolina. Definitely fun but honestly, the water park in Michigan’s Adventure is better. The wave pool at Myrtle Waves was crap, gentle waves aren’t what I want in a wave pool. The actual slide rides they have (if your in a tube) have speed bumps. Which if you’re sitting, they can hurt. The best ride was the probably the shortest one but it’s called Super Chute and you basically fall down a slide into about 8ft of water.

Saturday was our busiest and longest day. We got up early and went to Alligator Adventure. It’s a huge crocodile and alligator park in Myrtle Beach. They also have Tigers and Lemurs. They house the biggest croc in captivity. He’s about 21ft long and weighs a one Ton. Definitely hard to miss. They do a tiger, lemur and croc feeding. All of which are worth seeing.

The next part of our trip was spent at Ripley’s Aquarium which is at Broadway at the Beach (which actually isn’t on a beach). That place was sooooo cool! I’m like a little kid in a candy store when it comes to aquariums. Anywho, they have horseshoe crabs and sting rays which you can touch and handle. They did a shark feeding when I was there and the one sea turtle they have was missing. We found out later that when they feed the sharks, she’s pulled out of the tank so she wont get attacked. But we did see her later when they put her back in. I wasn’t expecting her to be as big as she was too! But definitely cool.

I got ice cream at the Ben & Jerry’s shop. I got chocolate therapy and yes, it’s definitely therapy. If you love chocolate, I highly recommend it!

But then we went to Tanger Outlets and shopped some more. My best friend met us out there and the last time I saw her was in December so our get together was long over due. But seeing her was also another great moment of the trip.

Sunday we chilled out, drove around Myrtle and then headed home. Amazing vacation that I hope to possibly take again!

One another note, that isn’t exactly related. Although it did happen right before the trip, my two friends Justin and Amber are now officially dating. Yes, they finally made it official on Facebook too. They told there boss and he didn’t freak (Amber is Justin’s manager). So you can see the possible problem there. But I’m glad it worked out and they’re both extremely happy. Even though for a long time they claimed to be “just friends.” haha guess who called it?

Anyway, I’ve got some photos and videos to load. I hope you all have a good Monday!

Movie Trailer

Location: Home

Date/Time: June 5th 2011/5:35pm

Now Playing: Hair by Lady Gaga

SPOILERS FOR BREAKING DAWN IF YOU HAVEN’T READ THE BOOK!!!!

Just watched the new trailer for The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn part 1. Needless to say the thing wasn’t near long enough. And by the looks of it, they cut it right where I expected the book to be broken. I just hope this thing isn’t torn apart.

The book (IMO) is the worst out of the entire series. Way too much build up for a fight that doesn’t happen (sorry if you haven’t read it and I just spoiled something for you). And Bella is pregnant? Umm that’s a bit fare fetched even for a “vampire” book.

My problem with the pregnancy thing is that, okay in most myths if a human becomes pregnant by a demon/vampire or whatever it is, the thing has to be young or newly created. Edward is over 100 years old. His sperm for crying out loud should be long since dead and no way should there even be a chance of a baby. But no Bella still gets pregers.

And the final thing I hated the most Jacob becomes “imprinted” on Bella’s kid. Not that I don’t believe in that stuff for werewolves, but I think it’s a good thing. But, I have an issue with the fact that she’s a kid and okay, it’s her freaking kid. Jacob has been in love from Bella from day 1 in Forks. And then it’s her kid he’s meant to be with? Yeah, try again Stephanie Meyer.

I could really rip this book apart if I wanted, but I enjoyed the first three (minus Edward leaving and the whining of Bella in Eclipse) books. So I will stop it there.

Oh haha I just realized, here’s your link to the trailer.

http://perezhilton.com/2011-06-05-full-trailer-for-twilight-saga-breaking-dawn-part-1

Not a good day…

Location: Home

Date/Time: June 5th 2011/5:30pm

Now Playing: Americano by Lady Gaga

So today officially sucks. Work wasn’t good, which didn’t help my mood since my weekend has basically been a crap for work. Yesterday was fun, went to the Art Festival. But today just turned a 180.

I feel like it’s last year and I can’t do anything to please anyone. That’s basically how 2010 went for me. And I was grateful for it to be over with. But all of a sudden today, it just was like that all over again. I could do nothing to help or stop it.

I know I’m moody, but I’m ready for a vacation and to be honest, my little visitor is here as well. That combination should let me have a little room to breathe. But nope, it’s yell, yell, yell and basically “move the fuck out”. If I could only afford it, I would’ve left the moment that came out.

So I’ll sit here and just not say anything. Talking has gottan me no where except annoying my parents out of there minds and not really caring. So, I’ll be mute. Which is basically how I spent my HS unless someone talked to me.

Good thing I’m good at it.

Crazy Friday

Location: Home

Date/Time: June 3rd 2011/ 2:30pm

Location: Home

Now Playing: Moonlight (TV series 07-08)

I have officially downloaded The Click Five’s new album “TCV”. I can’t wait to give it a good listen. Tonight my parents are having people over, which means that I will be getting probably zero sleep.

But the good news is, my vacation starts next week! I have to go to the dentist though on Monday. My capped front tooth, broke yesterday while flossing. Who would’ve thought that could be dangerous.

Windy Wednesday…

Location: Home

Date/Time: June 1st 2011/almost 5pm

Now Playing: Tell Me Something I Don’t Know by Selena Gomez

So today is most definitely windy. Supposedly there’s another storm moving through but I’m not sure if this one will hit. It rained about five minutes yesterday and that was it. Oh, gas also took a 40 cent jump today.

I got my hair cut too, nothing special just had my many thickness layers taken away and 1.5 inches off my layers. So needless to say, my hair feels absolutely fantastic. Much lighter to say the least.

I also bought a portable hard-drive as well and my memory on my computer is getting freed up. Hopefully it’ll start running faster. That was the main goal anyway.