I have moments in my life that I would honestly, never ever want repeated. I have seen the downfall and the ugly and once was enough. So for this to happen again? No thank you.
My outlook on life is now doing what I can and forgetting the rest. I am tired of over trying and being shot down for everything. I do what I can and let the rest go. We work it out and my life is much less stressful. Plus it allows me to look at thing differently, which I like.