Love the rain

Today I realized that with a little rain and power flickering, it’s a good excuse to relax. That being said, I spent all day reading. I am done and watching a movie now. But I had a new sense of self-awareness. I

I am calm. I am relaxed. The first time since February when everything blew up. My anxiety level is at a minor level (that wont last I know) and I can smile and really mean it. I feel like lately I’ve been forcing myself to be happy. Now I am actually happy.

I can say that with everything going on and still, I honestly am okay. Now if I could just work on the romance part of my life…I’m ready for that too.


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