Today I realized that with a little rain and power flickering, it’s a good excuse to relax. That being said, I spent all day reading. I am done and watching a movie now. But I had a new sense of self-awareness. I
I am calm. I am relaxed. The first time since February when everything blew up. My anxiety level is at a minor level (that wont last I know) and I can smile and really mean it. I feel like lately I’ve been forcing myself to be happy. Now I am actually happy.
I can say that with everything going on and still, I honestly am okay. Now if I could just work on the romance part of my life…I’m ready for that too.